These are some random entries in my diary which I came across today as I was flipping through it. There’s no background to most of them, I just wrote the stuff because it was in my mind for some reason even I can’t fathom.
8th February, 2012,
When I’m gone, there will be someone else, ready to take over my position.
24th February, 2012,
While the future remains murky, the past seems insignificant, it’s the present which seems important. So much so that sometimes we tend to magnify its importance. When those events become our past, we realise how little value they held and how magnified our reaction really was.
6th March 2012,
We try to be rational by looking for answers to everything. What we don’t understand is that sometimes things happen without a reason, they don’t hold an answer. Or sometimes, the time simply isn’t right for us to get the answers we want. When we don’t get what we want, we react. We get angry, depressed, frustrated etc. and act in ways which doesn’t really coincide with our self-imposed rationality. Thus forcing rationality on ourselves leads us to severe irrationality. Something we won’t be if we wouldn’t try to be rational.
Later on the same day when I was upset and tired for some reason. I probably didn’t have a pen back then because the entry says that I saved this in my phone and copied it later o_0 :
What happens when you work so hard for something, you strain yourself completely and nothing happens. It all goes unnoticed. I’ve learnt to NEVER make a big deal out of anything because in the end it really doesn’t matter.
(I was probably listening to Linkin Park at the time, I’m guessing because of the last line. And it’s all just talk, I didn’t really learn the lesson I said I did :P)
5th April, 2012,
You only have problems till think you have problems. Otherwise it’s just normal life, in a different disguise for everyone.
4th May, 2012,
Sometimes you just want to be wrong so you can prove yourself right.
I wrote them all as they came, without arranging or rearranging anything and I haven’t edited anything even as I copied them here. So forgive any errors. Just thought I’d share them on my blog.
(This was initially published here)